wow i just found my dad on facebook

it's such a strange feeling to be on his profile

because he drowned early last year, and i hadn't had any contact with him in the months preceding that, and he hadn't really felt like a dad since...i don't know, since i was 10 maybe? and even then it was only for each summer when he was in australia?

idk. it's weird. it's a weird feeling. it's weird because like, the 'Add Friend' button is right there, and i can click it, and i'll never get a reply? maybe it's a dead person thing? idk.