do i sleep or go get a snack

OH MY GOD I'M (kinda) FREE

FREE FROM TWO it may have been less LONG PAINFUL WEEKS OF MATHS AND REFERENCING AND THAT RANDOM ENG SUBJECT I ALSO DO

FREE FROM IMMEDIATELY DUE ASSESSMENTS

FREE

FREE

FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

our second maths assignment is already up what is this WHAT IS THIS

so i don't think there have been any side effects, except for it knocking me out after 30 mins (which tbh i could totally get behind)

i did start feeling incredibly anxious over maths but that's not out of the ordinary, i've just gotten better at noticing it.

i won't lie, i'm looking forward to seeing how it affects me

i can't remember anything of the past week except for maths

it is decided, 9pm is lexapro time

also whoa i just got hit with a sudden wave of tiredness out of nowhere?

constant vacillation between OMG I CAN STILL DO MATHS and I HATE MATHS I CANT DO THIS

sometimes i get incredibly frustrated at all the things i could be doing if i wasn't so this

you know, just the post rate on this blog is a pretty interesting indicator of my mental/emotional state

I HAVE COLOURED JEANS

took me 40 minutes but cleaned out my entire school inbox

i need coloured jeans

so i've been diagnosed with depression and will be starting on antidepressants soonish

just fyi

yeah

i don't understand muesli????

fuckingggg vectorsssssss

MY INTERNET CONNECTION IS WORKING AGAIN I FEEL LIKE SUCH A PRO

literally all i did was install a usb adaptor and uninstall norton tho. shhh

I'M LAUGHING

so we have a group for chem students in our subject right, and last night i made this post:

if you're struggling with functional groups then have this flash matching game! good for the ridiculously competitive, try and unseat that douchebag ChemNewbie from their high score, and learn on the way to domination, or something
n.b. it includes all the groups in our course except alkyl halides, sooo make sure you learn that :)

and i just checked back and saw this

so proud.

can time pause while i catch up pls and thank

CHRIS THOMPSON LIKED MY FACEBOOK POST

I CAN DIE HAPPY

http://classragespeaks.tumblr.com/post/5220506645/nine-things-i-wish-economically-privileged-people-in-my

and


http://classragespeaks.tumblr.com/post/5260045515/nine-ways-to-be-a-good-friend-in-the-face-of-economic


are v important

singing mulan songs as loud as you can is the ultimate cure for the sads

glares at allocate+

too many intelligent attractive people at uni what to do

i am SO engaged in chem this semester you don't even know

let me learn more about chirality and isomerism and functional groups and other wonderful things

i'm not great at advice or consoling or a lot really

but i'm pretty good at being a totally nonjudgmental listening ear so there's that

we may be moving out

and it all comes crashing down again

protip: never ever ever ever ever ever ever ever read the comments section of any online article

ever

what's it like to be one of those people who can spend $10 on a single meal and not cringe at the cost

constantly exhausted and distressed

not enough hours in the day for this???!?!

I hate walking home after dark

I CAN CHEMISTRY

uni stress and money stress and general i hate my life stress are gonna kill me