none of my exams except eng are longer than 2 hours

thank

help how do i productivity

I'm either super productive over trivial things or utterly exhausted and apathetic

I haven't had the energy to post lately because VCE and avoiding the fact that I'm in VCE takes up most of my time

recently I've been in this mood where I'm just running out of words to say to people and conversation starts feeling like a chore and I kind of just want to isolate myself to recharge but at the same time I find that too lonely

so I keep up talking because hey I love people but simultaneously I can feel myself heading towards not wanting to talk at all

so this weekend will probably be spent studying with my phone on airplane mode (cos I need an alarm.)

WIGS ARE SUCH A PAIN OMG WHY IS MY HAIR SO THICK AND IMPOSSIBLE

i realise that i like the lamest movies

e.g. hancock is one of my fave movies of all time idk what that says about me that it always makes me cry

wow the public library on a saturday morning is the nicest place in the world i could stay here for ages so peaceful yet not empty or lonely it's so nice

i completed the whole english exam within each hour i consider this a great achievement

oh right i also had an exam

eh methods #1 wasn't bad i guess. studying would probably have helped. english in an hour and nine minutes and i'm lying here in bed... i reread TRF last night is that study?

my study technique for english is something like 'start wrtiging and hope for the best' also known as 'just wing it'

i'm cool for half the history exam but the other (american) half.... accounting & legal are the only ones i rlly want to study for tbh.

(for the record the juice was odd at first but surprisingly nice)

(also we had delicious bbq woolworths corn chips)

(except it said serves 4 YEAH RIGHT)

ABOUT TO TRY THIS WITH FAZ

daylight savings time I strongly dislike you

the view outside my bedroom window right now

i really love my room cos i always get to stare at the sunset

help I don't know how to be productive

friends

friends friends friends

old friends new friends long-distance friends internet friends

i love friends friends are great who needs anything else when you have friends

just

friends

i love motivational speeches but they wear off after a few days

so i think i should just watch one every morning?

MY MUM JUST MADE PASSIONFRUIT MELTING MOMENTS AW YEAH

home is a really stressful uncomfortable unhappy environment not at all conducive to studying

do you ever get so fucking mad you could smash things

but at the same time you don't have the energy to be angry

so instead you just detach and let it drain away until you're just left feeling empty and miserable

after 2 hours of baking

CHEESE AND FUCKING CRACKERS

I JUST WANT TO MAKE BROWNIES IS THAT SO HARD??

APPARENTLY SO!

INGREDIENTS? CHECK!

MAKE BATTER? DELICIOUS FUCKING CHECK!

NEATLY LINED BAKING TRAY? CHECKITY CHECK

BAKE FOR 25 MINS

OOPS, SORRY, I'M YOUR OVEN AND WE CAN'T HAVE NICE THINGS, I ONLY WANT TO COOK THE TOP AND SIDES I HOPE YOU LIKE RAW BATTER IN THE MIDDLE

SO IT'S BEEN IN THE OVEN FOR NEARLY 50 MINS AND IT'S STILL GOOEY IN THE CENTRE AND I'M NOT STUPID I KNOW BROWNIES ARE STICKY BUT WHEN IT'S ACTUAL UNCOOKED BATTER MIX OOZING OUT SOMETHING IS UP

ugh, this oven, this happens EVERY TIME I TRY TO MAKE SOMETHING RESEMBLING A CAKE. it's only good for cookies and muffins :(

currently making