sometimes i remember that i'm at least a year younger than most of the people i talk to

then i remember i don't care and i doubt anyone else does either

dang I'm at southern cross station and PEOPLE KEEP WALKING PAST WITH STARBUCKS I'M SO JEALOUS

preferences, in order:
- arts/sci @ Monash Clayton
- science @ Monash Clayton
- arts/sci @ La Trobe
- arts/sci @ Swinbourne Hawthorn
- criminology/forensic psychology @ RMIT

tbh I'm pretty confident of getting into my first preference

or at the very least my second

ah I really love train rides into the city

the moment when you can see the buildings reaching up into the blue  sky

it reminds me all over again how much I love Melbourne

home is exhausting.

i just had a dream that we got our VCE results

uh

well if mine ends up as good as my dream i should probably be fine

(86.05?)

(there are some things I miss already but a few of these have been missing for a while and no matter how much longer this year lasted I wouldn't be getting them back)

(i guess i'm just constantly missing things.)

CATCHING FIRE

WAS AMAZE

OH MY GOD MY HEART

it was Tuesday but oh man oh man valedictory was the best

getting pictures & hugs with people was the best part omg

as well as everything else it was just such an awesome night

and I've never been big on events but seriously this was the first one I've been to where I wasn't completely exhausted by 10pm like I got home and was still full of energy (which is really rare for me let me tell you)

but yeah, it was great.

HOW THE FUCK IS THAT THE TIME I SWEAR I JUST GOT UP

freedom is really gr9 like i actually woke up at 9.30 this morning

probably only because i was up till 4am and otherwise i normally wake at 8 max

BUT STILL

i don't mind waking up early though i enjoy the peace in the morning

(the problem with this blog is that i can never decide how much of my life i wanna share)

FREEEEEEDOMMMMMMMMMMM

so exam 1 of methods completed, eh, i'm pretty happy with how i went

looking through it all in reading time was pretty reassuring because i could see how i needed to do everything

tho actually doing it was a bit more problematic, (so much calculus hajsjdh have i mentioned i hate integration) but the log questions and the equating bases was great

idk i'll be happy with B+ tbh i'm losing hope in my 40 for methods i'd rather focus on history tbh

the temptation to just not study for methods exam 2 is overwhelming