i keep having vce-related dreams

like a while back i dreamt i didn't get into my first preference and i only just got into my second preference (which went up by like 5)

and then last night i dreamt it was presenting dux awards (and i did not get the one i was after)

just, this year, man. it's doing my head ing.

did i just write 'as an only child i don't have siblings' what the hell is wrong with me

as an only child i don't have siblings so instead i just go 'OMG THEY'RE GETTING SO TALL' about my friend's younger siblings

how do you avoid getting lonely when studying this is something i have not yet figured out

how do people get things done and actually accomplish stuff somebody tell me the secret

for the record this url is eleventies as in like, twenties, except eleven not twenty, and not 'eleven ties' but i guess if eleven ties is easier to remember don't let me stop you

work done today: 6 questions of methods

guitar is going well though

SOME PEOPLE

SOME PEOPLE

ARE SO FUCKING STUPID

i really like the idea of blogging big pieces of text every post but i guess i feel like i don't have enough to say

or maybe enough i want to say? i'm not the best at sharing my thoughts/opinions, anyone who knows me has probably picked up on that. i'm getting better, it just takes me a while to get to the point where i'm cool with just blurting out whatever.

self-teaching guitar and this is really really fun though i'm not sure my fingers were ever meant to bend this way

on the bright side, i never have to read Così again!!! funny thing is i really liked it the first time i read it, but the more i had to reread it the more i hated it, because holy shit everyone in it is annoying or hypocritical or sexist or all three and nick's a tosser and justin's a tosser and my favourite character vanishes off to c-ward halfway through and the ending is depressing and it's just a really frustrating play ok??

also wow the text response essay i wrote on it was terrible. THOSE PROMPTS WERE DEATH.

when i look at the amount of study i have to fit into the next 36 days i get really freaked out

there is just so much to do and i really regret not starting way earlier and now because of my laziness i'm practically starting from scratch. aaah.

p.s. spent 4 hours cleaning my room and for the first time in 6 years i can actually work at my desk

MOONCAKES

MOONCAKES ARE AMAZING OMG i havent had one for YEARS and my mum got me one and i am having it now and it is just the best

like if you've never had a mooncake i would 10/10 recommend you will not regret it (probs)

they look super cool and taste great

NO MORE SACS EVER EVER EVER AHHHH YESSSSSSSS

just spent half an hour figuring out how to sync my compass calendar to my phone

#productive

i think the reason i don't get twitter is cos i basically use my blog as a twitter

come to think of it i probs don't get blogging either

safety hazards:

- locker doors

seriously put a warning on that shit

i shouldn't wake up late it makes me cranky

that moment when you put freshly cleaned glasses on and it's like I SEE THE WORLD IN HIGH DEFINITION

the funny thing is that legal studies has informed me a whole heap of why going to court isn't a good idea

my year 12 strategy is 'pretend it isn't happening for as long as possible'

probs not the most effective strategy i must admit

so i just found out that my mum originally wanted me to go to brentwood, but when she called enrolments were full... such a weird thought that i could have gone there, would have completely different friends, and would only ever know of this school as 'Dealer's Hill.'

weird thought.

you know when you know a song so well you can sing along without thinking

yup

viva la vida

let's try this again

(i still dk how i want my 'public' writing voice to sound aaah)