it's strange. i think i'm slipping into this state where i sort of just zombie along day after day only thinking of the present moment without actually getting anything done, and i'm not thinking very hard about any of my responsibilities, and not putting much energy into anything and getting distracted and losing focus from everything i start and i feel almost restless but at the moment it's muted

i am absolutely loving all this time w riley but the problem is i don't really know what i'm doing with myself outside of that