it's weird how in the time you choose then complete a major you can become a totally different person with totally different interests

that's what worries me about uni subjects. 3 years ago i didn't even know i liked history, turns out i really do.

but like, i'm still 16. am i going to be the same person i am now at 20? quite obviously not.

am i going to care about what i'm doing now?

i just hate the thought of wasting the time and effort. but i guess i can't really do anything about the future. i can just do what i want at this present moment really.

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