I haven't had the energy to post lately because VCE and avoiding the fact that I'm in VCE takes up most of my time

recently I've been in this mood where I'm just running out of words to say to people and conversation starts feeling like a chore and I kind of just want to isolate myself to recharge but at the same time I find that too lonely

so I keep up talking because hey I love people but simultaneously I can feel myself heading towards not wanting to talk at all

so this weekend will probably be spent studying with my phone on airplane mode (cos I need an alarm.)